| Who wants to just survive...? Living is so much more fun |
[30 Jun 2008|06:02pm] |
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 *chillin) |
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Warwick Avenue ~ Duffy |
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Sooooooo
I haven't posted in quite some time. And what's going on, you may ask?
Well, nothing huge honestly. Life is just life, and I can't complain about anything right now.
i guess the most major thing that's occurred is I've figured out what I want to do with my life - I want to be an interpreter for the deaf. I'm minoring in American Sign Language (ASL) now, and should be done with the minor within the next 2 semesters...ish...lol
To become an interpreter you have to take a test and all that jazz. Shouldn't be too hard - and of course there are different levels of it as well. And of course I wanna be the top level, just cuz that's how I roll. But, interpreters make a good amount of money and it's something I love. I love Deaf Culture and interacting within it. And I definitely can't wait until I can start my career in it.
Part of me just wants to quit school and finish taking ASL classes at a community college and get my certification and what not...and just do it. Why not? I don't know if i even want to go into journalism anymore now that I know I want to be an interpreter. Although I suppose it would be nice to have that background in it to fall back on. Or I could always do both, bring in the big bucks LOL.
Yeah, I'll finish my time at Central, and I'll love it. I'll a degree. I'll get a job. I'll move out of my mom and Ken's house. I'll get my own place. I'll live in michigan for a couple more years. I'll move to california. I'll get another job. I'll get another place. And I won't just survive...but I'll LIVE.
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| so... |
[07 Dec 2006|09:19am] |
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 *i don't sleep at night* |
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Honestly ~ Cartel |
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i would just like to say that this is effing hott
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| ok |
[06 Dec 2006|07:48am] |
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mood |
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 *let me dirrty up your mind* |
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Bonnie Taylor Shakedown 2K4 ~ Hellogoodbye |
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i so wish i was emo
cuz let's face it...
emo boys are effing hott
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| anyway |
[05 Dec 2006|06:50pm] |
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 *oh, i don't feel well* |
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Ring The Alarm ~ Beyonce |
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i figured out how to remove
people from my friends on
myspace.
i felt stupid afterward though,
cuz it's really easy.
oh well.
he still shouldn't have been so mean about it.
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| so... |
[05 Dec 2006|12:31am] |
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 *whatever* |
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Glamorous ~ Fergie |
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okay, get this...
I asked Ricky nicely to tell his new boyfriend
to remove me from his friends on myspace
because I couldn't find the button on his page.
Ricky said okay.
I also should say that I can't stand to see
the two of them together...and I did and I sent
Ricky a sarcastic text that wasn't really mean,
but I shouldn't have sent it. And I said sorry later.
But anyway.
His boyfriend sends me a message on myspace
and says that I'm fucked up and childish.
What the hell?! Excuse me for not wanting to see
my ex-boyfriend with his new boyfriend. I'm just
being a hurt ex-boyfriend, I have every right to
say anything that I did. He had no right to call
me fucked up and childish.
Plus he won't remove me from his friends.
I even asked nicely.
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| I feel... |
[03 Dec 2006|03:05am] |
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 *...i feel good...* |
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Clumsy ~ Fergie |
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wonderful!
I've missed feeling like this.
and I haven't felt like this...well
...i'm not sure if i ever quite felt this way...
but it feels so good.
*you got me trippin, stumblin, flippin, fumblin*
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| well |
[01 Dec 2006|05:00pm] |
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mood |
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 *what to do* |
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Call N' Return ~ Hellogoodbye |
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so, not sleeping is really starting to
take it's toll on me. I feel like
crap today. So, i doubt I'm
gonna do anything.
But, anyway. Is it true that
distance makes the heart
grow fonder? And can long
distance things work? I mean
like really long distance, probably
won't see eachother again for like
a few months at least. I dunno.
...But I feel the winds of change blowing...
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| i just have to say this |
[30 Nov 2006|04:46am] |
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 *hurt and pissed, but okay* |
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none right now |
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you just don't understand.
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| sorry |
[30 Nov 2006|02:26am] |
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*i'll be okay* |
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music |
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none actually |
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i made a very angry post where
i assumed one or two things.
sorry.
but i'm still hurt, and i still
don't like you.
and that's that.
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| I'll be honest here |
[29 Nov 2006|09:33am] |
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*feelings are too messed up* |
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i can't listen to music right, that's how upset i am |
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In the movie Diary of a Mad Black Woman,
a character says that when you dont care to hurt him
anymore is when you are over it.
I want to hurt him bad.
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| it's just an outlet for my emotions...that's all |
[27 Nov 2006|07:46pm] |
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 *still not good* |
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They ~ Jem |
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So Much…
I have so much to say
But I don’t know how to say it
It piles up everyday
And makes me fell like shit
My emotions are so distraught
I’m all over the place
I always lose my train of thought
And feel like such a disgrace
I’m failing at life
I don’t know what to do
You have caused me so much strife
If you only knew
I’ve tried to hide how I really feel
I don’t know if I can anymore
The pain inside is just so real
And my heart is just so sore
I feel so trapped
Inside my own emotions
To a table I am strapped
Just going through the motions
I’m failing at life
I don’t know what to do
You have caused me so much strife
If you only knew
My concentration sucks
I can’t even sleep
I get headaches the size of trucks
I wish I could weep
The tears won’t even flow
They’re stuck inside
The emotions just grow
Can’t put them aside
I’m failing at life
I don’t know what to do
You have caused me so much strife
If you only knew
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| have you ever... |
[27 Nov 2006|06:36pm] |
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*not good* |
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If I Fail ~ Cartel |
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felt as though your life
is falling apart
and there's nothing
you can do to put
it back together?
it's not a good
feeling
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| so |
[23 Nov 2006|08:44pm] |
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mood |
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*so emo* |
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Here (In Your Arms) ~ Hellogoodbye |
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i've been feeling very
emo
lately
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| so... |
[23 Nov 2006|01:49am] |
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*not good* |
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Hate (I Really Don't Like You) ~ Plain White T's |
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have you ever had so much to say...
but couldn't get it out?
That's never happened to me
before. And I don't
like
it
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| Wii Wii Wii!! |
[20 Nov 2006|06:54pm] |
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 *too much...* |
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Too Little Too Late ~ JoJo |
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i would just like to say...
I have a Wii
and I love it!
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| i don't know if i can |
[18 Nov 2006|05:25am] |
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*i dunno if i want to* |
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Hallelujah ~ Rufus Wainwright |
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it's just so hard to picture life without
you...
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| this is what friends are for... |
[17 Nov 2006|05:15pm] |
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*i dunno if i have it in me* |
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Show Stopper ~ Danity Kane |
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So, I need opinions...
Well, as everyone knows, Ricky and me aren't together anymore.
It's a long story so I won't get into it, but just know that neither of
us did anything to hurt to other. With that said, here's what I need to know..
Ricky needs time to figure things out, as in if he wants to be in a serious relationship
or not and so on. Plus we both have a lot of things on our plates with school and
family and all that jazz.
I'm not saying that I want to move on from him, or get over it
because I'm not ready to and I'm not going to give up
on that fact that we can still be together later if not
right now. But at the same time, maybe this is a good chance to
get out and see what else is out there. Is that good idea?
Or am I just setting myself up to be hurt and hurt someone else?
I don't know.
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| ...sometimes...things happen |
[10 Nov 2006|01:03am] |
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*i won't be happy for awhile* |
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My Love ~ Justin Timberlake |
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...and we don't like them...
Ricky and me aren't together anymore.
I just thought this was the easiest way to get the news out to everyone.
so...yeah
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| well... |
[22 Oct 2006|10:47pm] |
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*im annoyed* |
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music |
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Too Little Too Late ~ JoJo |
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...i don't wanna be a surgeon OR
a Social Worker anymore
I'm gonna go back to majoring in Journalism
and i decided i want to minor in
Broadcasting and Cinematic Arts
This time, it feels right
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